Goin to Afrifca :D

After much prayer I feel as though God is leading me to live in Africa for about 5 months.  I'm going to be doing a DTS (Discipleship Training School) though YWAM (Youth With A Mission).

I have always known that God has put a special anointing on my life to live and love over seas.  I still yet to understand what God has in store and where I will end up but one thing I do know, He has promised that I would be a mother to many nations.  I have no idea how this will come about...but I'm trusting that God knows what He is doing.

This is truly a faith building time for me.  lol and I thought I was done going through faith building times ... lol ya right.  I have a lot of support to raise and not much time to do it in :D I feel like I'm being pressed on every side but it is so good.  I didn't say it was fun or nice but it is so good.  I'm learning so much about trusting God and being OK with not knowing.  I'm learning more about change and surrender.  For example one of the most resent things God has taought me is this: The sacrifices and complete surrender to God is more painful than you can imagine...but the joy and freedom that comes afterword is exceedingly greater than you can fathom. The pain of sacrifice lasts only a while but the joy and freedom lasts a lifetime. Thank you God for walking through the fire with me! It is worth it! It is worth it because He is worthi it! It is worth it because the people He chose for me to impact are worth it!  God is striping me of selfishness and graciously causing my love to grow in its understanding.    I'm learning so much before I even step foot in to Africa.  I can't even fathom the kind of things God is going to do in me and through me. Wow, bring it all God.  Bring it all. :)